Some Thoughtful Reflection On my First Week as an Escort
Today marks my third week as an escort! Wow so much has happened in that short time. I wanted to put some thoughts down. I remember all the work and questions I had before I started. I remember the wonderful advice and patience of the escort that helped me understand what I was attempting to do. I remember setting the date on humpday (Wednesday) and finding a lot of amusement in it. I remember being terrified that no one would see me. lol I remember how amazed I was to find out that you all are human and the ones I have had the privilege to see are wonderful interesting ones at that. I remember having so much to do that at times I was sure I would never get the opportunity to open a door. I remember what it felt like to get my membership at the tanning salon something I had wanted to do for so long and paying for it myself. I remember sitting down at 13coins by myself to celebrate my first review. I remember so many things. These are just the ones I want to share.
I have learned that this is a lot of work no matter how much fun you are having doing it. I have learned that kindness wins over hate. I have learned that people can be political and catty. I have learned that it is best to ignore then to react. I have learned that scheduling is the hardest thing in the world for me. I have learned that your day is how you make it. If you are happy those around you tend to be as well. I have learned that owning up to a mistake has its rewards. I have learned that I love myself and to give myself time to be a 20yo woman. That my well of giving and emotions needs to be replenished for me to be good at this. I have learned that housekeeping are very hard working people and treat them with kindness and generosity. I have learned that I am independent and on my own and doing what I need to for the ones I love. I have learned that I am beautiful and desired; a first for me actually. It is something that I am trying to process and be positive about and not let it get to my head. I have learned that an email or tweet from someone can so make my day. I have learned that this community provides a very much needed service.
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